What Was I Thinking?

What was I thinking when I decided to go to grad school? My student loans from undergrad were paid off, now those will be replaced with grad school loans. It's a LOT harder than I expected and even harder trying to juggle a full time job teaching, being a mommy, and a wife. There's no down time and it's the most overwhelming thing I've done. I have to keep telling
myself I can do it and it will be over in June, less than a year! YAHOO! Today was suppose to be a day of relaxation, but instead I'm reading, researching, and writing. Chapter 1 of my thesis is due Thursday night. Chapters 1-3 of the thesis will be completed by the end of September, at least that's what the syllabus says. I just don't see how that's going to happen because all I really want to do is...... spend every moment with this little princess! By the way..this balloon lasted 5 minutes before she bit into it, popping it in a crowd of people. All eyes where on her and of course me, the mommy who let her toddler have a balloon on a stick!